A well dressed mess

# got
me hooked on to you.

WHY-OH-WHY;
how can all this be happening?

i don't think i can cope.
handling all of this is an outrageous feat.
things have gotten way harder than i'd expected.
jolts with WA, GS and GK are alarming.
spare me, i have never defended i'd swear.
check this, distress yesterday,
the torment today, an undisputed killer tomorrow.
a hefty three consecutive trainings.
HO NO, HO-WOAH NO. please, no :(
the total agony of it all.

that antagonism is exclusive
of the upcoming 10 Olevel prep. chinese tests.
call them tests, but they really are exam papers.
a concept to relieve the stress of it all?
i don't think so because it's not working.
the misery is not worth the price of anything.

and why do i keep falling down? :/
those aw cehs are progressing in size.

the incessant rain was getting to me.
but now, i long for its return.

i wish i could have your shoulder to lean on


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